SOMEDAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER

OMFG! I AM SO ANNOYED.
i benci orang macam ya eh! so hypocrite! for months you leave being all nice and stuff BEFORE YOU FUCKING LEFT ME! and ever since.... urm i dont know when . you just change drastically SHIT la you. you think you're oh so cool. babi la babe!always picking up fight.TOLONG realise please.. im not your doormat. not just a person to be your friend only when the hard times comes. im always here for you but you have to realise. STUPID. you leave by just leaving a text message and no goodbyes and what so ever. so shitty. never the less, i still love you and miss you dearly. HOW CAN I BE SO WEAK? you're my kryptonyte.

so anyways its the second day of gawai. i'm not so much of a gawai person. cause..... its just not me. the weather is always hot. its ok if its just hot but now its hot.sticky and o sickening! haha. and during gawai my older cousin get all bossy and just so annoying!
ok im not deaf. i heard what my nenek is saying?!!!!
and my the orang at the kampung is always fighting like cocks! shitla. but its not that bad. i enjoy the laughing and playing with my little nieces and nephews.

on the first day of gawai. my cousin brought his friend. i dont know whats the friends name (sorry! i know you kept telling me.but i forgot) so this friend of his like my grandma's house. hes always amazed in eveything. like how the rice can be red or how .... EVERYTHING WORKS. hes not sakai. just amazed. hahaha.
so cute.

i texted a friend today. SO ENVIOUS LA ME KONON! i know you all are in KL.so what? you know what really ticks me off these days? freaking kids who think they are so cool by going to parties and stuff.we are all aware you're rich and and have the coolest stuff. so what? i dont care. young people should not behave like freaking 20 year old . they should just be kids. dont have to pretend. like hello? you will have your time. imitating tv shows isn't going to bring you anywhere.
behave your age not your shoe size.

I AM 19 YEARS OLD AND I STILL DO KIDDISH STUFF.
brought up by my strict parents and overprotective brother and sister, i still have curfew and i am asked loads of questions about my friends and to where am i going to. and am not allowed to go out with certain people certain nights.
I AM HAPPY WITH IT CAUSE IF THEY LET ME LOOSE I'LL BE OUT OF CONTROL AND NO FUTURE
. i am privilege to have what i want. clothes, travel( which is a LOT) , house, gadgets,car and otherssss....oh not to mention my many many collection of shoes AND BAGS ! on top of that i have much freedom to drink and study and say whatever i want and do anything i like.
but much to my surprise, even when i sometimes protests and compare to the freedom kids have these days, i love my rules and regulations off growing up. i have those pretentious kids who is trying so hard to be so cool. common la people. everybody have their own definition of cool. you dont have to party all night, every night and do drugs to be cool .

ok dah angs over. IM SO ANGRY ON EVERYTHINGGGGG!!!

GOODNIGHT!