MELANIE

i whine a lot about that particular someone.
and it annoys ZAYYIDAH
but because i love her. im gonna whine more.

im lonely and miserable.
im going to die old and with 25 cats with the same name.
and the name is FEIMAU
easy.

oh and house is going to be very crowed. NOT WITH PEOPLE. but with clothing since i happen to have a shopping disorder. HAHA. half true.

anyhow. my point is.
SHIT MELANIE. FUCK IT. JUST GET OVER HIM ALREADY. OBVIOUSLY HES NOT INTO YOU!

but the hard part is no matter how much we fought or argue or hate each other. one of us will text the other the next hour.
-.-"
sound very pathetic.
we are true friends. we are best friends. we are everything. but there is something wrong.
why cant it work JUST LIKE i want it to?
what went wrong.
i was happy then . i was joyous. i went to class. i listen in class. i was good, polite,helpful and HAPPY.
altho i didnt really get to class on time but i did go.
so my point is I LISTEN TO YOU.
you're the only and the first person i listen to.
i am big headed. and you know that well.

i know you might not give a fuck about me now.
but i still love you . very much.